Emil Castagnier (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
squirreledaway) wrote2012-06-03 01:05 pm
squirreledaway) wrote2012-06-03 01:05 pm
memories 13 & 14
memory 13 - "Telling Marta he's not who she thinks he is"
won in: Peter Pan's Game
form: Golden stick, nonshareable
taken: as of team post on day 146, whenever it happens
From 3:40 to 4:50.
:') There is a lot of frustration building up from Marta constantly idealizing Emil. The interesting thing is, part of it is legit frustration at Marta not seeing him for who he really is, but the other part is definitely Emil not being comfortable with having high expectations set for himself, so when he inevitably falls (which he did in this scene by being selfish about not wanting to help anyone that idealized Lloyd), it sucks because of course he would never be able to live up to such high standards, why would you even expect better of me?
+ 50 Hating people having expectations for what he should do
+ 50 Frustration with Marta
+ 100 Negative Self-Esteem points
memory 14 - "Final Battle with Alice"
won in: Three's Elevator game
form: Golden coin, 8 uses
taken: as of team post on day 146, whenever it happens
Til 10:00.
This entire memory is mostly an enigma to Emil. But he recognizes that he is willing to kill to protect Marta. And even if he feels bad, horrible about it even, he recognizes that there was no other way this could have worked out.
A few things will be very obvious to Emil after this memory: Ratatosk was definitely sealed off. He was definitely fighting on his own power by this point. He loved Marta very much, which is going to be extreme whiplash to him after the previous memory, where he was frustrated and fairly resentful of her. And he knows that he is planning something horrible, but that he's very purposely keeping said plan only to the edge of his memories. "I started this" completely confuses him.. because no he didn't. Or did he?
If he shares this memory with anyone spiritually sensitive, he's going to ping a lot harder as 'not human' than he currently does, because he is definitely keyed up.
He also gets to see his mystic arte, and a preview of how he can fight on his own. :') Expect him to start practicing aerial combos.
ALSO HIS VOICE CHANGES, SO I'VE WORKED IT OUT WITH BOXY, SINCE WE'RE BOTH JYB HERE!!!
Emil will sound like Guy if he is exceptionally serious.
Guy will sound like Emil if he is being girlteased.
Ratatosk will sound like Guy if he calms his shit down.
Guy will sound like Ratatosk for those rare moments of absolute fury.
QUESTIONS, COMMENTS, CONCERNS?
won in: Peter Pan's Game
form: Golden stick, nonshareable
taken: as of team post on day 146, whenever it happens
From 3:40 to 4:50.
:') There is a lot of frustration building up from Marta constantly idealizing Emil. The interesting thing is, part of it is legit frustration at Marta not seeing him for who he really is, but the other part is definitely Emil not being comfortable with having high expectations set for himself, so when he inevitably falls (which he did in this scene by being selfish about not wanting to help anyone that idealized Lloyd), it sucks because of course he would never be able to live up to such high standards, why would you even expect better of me?
+ 50 Hating people having expectations for what he should do
+ 50 Frustration with Marta
+ 100 Negative Self-Esteem points
memory 14 - "Final Battle with Alice"
won in: Three's Elevator game
form: Golden coin, 8 uses
taken: as of team post on day 146, whenever it happens
Til 10:00.
This entire memory is mostly an enigma to Emil. But he recognizes that he is willing to kill to protect Marta. And even if he feels bad, horrible about it even, he recognizes that there was no other way this could have worked out.
A few things will be very obvious to Emil after this memory: Ratatosk was definitely sealed off. He was definitely fighting on his own power by this point. He loved Marta very much, which is going to be extreme whiplash to him after the previous memory, where he was frustrated and fairly resentful of her. And he knows that he is planning something horrible, but that he's very purposely keeping said plan only to the edge of his memories. "I started this" completely confuses him.. because no he didn't. Or did he?
If he shares this memory with anyone spiritually sensitive, he's going to ping a lot harder as 'not human' than he currently does, because he is definitely keyed up.
He also gets to see his mystic arte, and a preview of how he can fight on his own. :') Expect him to start practicing aerial combos.
ALSO HIS VOICE CHANGES, SO I'VE WORKED IT OUT WITH BOXY, SINCE WE'RE BOTH JYB HERE!!!
Emil will sound like Guy if he is exceptionally serious.
Guy will sound like Emil if he is being girlteased.
Ratatosk will sound like Guy if he calms his shit down.
Guy will sound like Ratatosk for those rare moments of absolute fury.
QUESTIONS, COMMENTS, CONCERNS?