LLOYD IRVING!!! IT IS REALLY TEMPTING TO DO YOUR ENTIRE ANSWER IN CAPS LOCKS, BECAUSE THAT IS THE AMOUNT OF CONFUSION, ANGER AND OMG NO I THINK I LIKE HIM YOU MAKE EMIL FEEL AFTER ONE DAY.
But I will be nice and type this up like a civilized person. With less caps lock and more feeeeeelings. Because Lloyd gives him all the feelings. As far as Emil is concerned, Lloyd should be a very, very simple matter for him! Lloyd killed his parents, therefore he hates Lloyd and he wants the chance to avenge them! Granted, this is more... his memory of his feelings on the matter, rather than knowing explicitly his parents were killed in cold blood when they had done nothing wrong. So, he is extrapolating a lot, which makes him a lot more... open? I guess? to the suggestions he wait until he knows more than he would be if he had all his memories and he was just a beginning of the game Emil.
And then there is the fact that, regardless of his feelings, Lloyd is not acting like he has anything to be ashamed of! Which is kind of hard for Emil to rationalized because, what the heck, he should be ashamed. But besides that, he's making all these efforts to make sure Emil is taken care of and is feeling the way he wants to, DESPITE HAVING FRIENDS TELLING EMIL THAT THIS CAN'T POSSIBLY BE RIGHT!! So, from there stems a lot of his "staaaaaaaaaaare what do I do, Lloyd why are you doing this" feelings. So, yeah, expect to get stared at while Emil tries to decide HOW he should treat you.
Finally, Lloyd is also extremely likable. THIS HAS NOT CHANGED. And Emil wants to just adore him, but his issues are pretty significant. But it's hard for him to REBUFF LLOYD IRVING'S BEING LLOYD IRVING. And I don't think it's something Emil could do effectively anyway, even if he focused on it. So sometimes he forgets and will act friendly at Lloyd, until he mentally shakes himself and goes "What am I doing?!"
So, Lloyd is a special snowflake Emil has no clue how to cope with.
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LLOYD IRVING!!! IT IS REALLY TEMPTING TO DO YOUR ENTIRE ANSWER IN CAPS LOCKS, BECAUSE THAT IS THE AMOUNT OF CONFUSION, ANGER AND OMG NO I THINK I LIKE HIM YOU MAKE EMIL FEEL AFTER ONE DAY.
But I will be nice and type this up like a civilized person. With less caps lock and more feeeeeelings. Because Lloyd gives him all the feelings. As far as Emil is concerned, Lloyd should be a very, very simple matter for him! Lloyd killed his parents, therefore he hates Lloyd and he wants the chance to avenge them! Granted, this is more... his memory of his feelings on the matter, rather than knowing explicitly his parents were killed in cold blood when they had done nothing wrong. So, he is extrapolating a lot, which makes him a lot more... open? I guess? to the suggestions he wait until he knows more than he would be if he had all his memories and he was just a beginning of the game Emil.
And then there is the fact that, regardless of his feelings, Lloyd is not acting like he has anything to be ashamed of! Which is kind of hard for Emil to rationalized because, what the heck, he should be ashamed. But besides that, he's making all these efforts to make sure Emil is taken care of and is feeling the way he wants to, DESPITE HAVING FRIENDS TELLING EMIL THAT THIS CAN'T POSSIBLY BE RIGHT!! So, from there stems a lot of his "staaaaaaaaaaare what do I do, Lloyd why are you doing this" feelings. So, yeah, expect to get stared at while Emil tries to decide HOW he should treat you.
Finally, Lloyd is also extremely likable. THIS HAS NOT CHANGED. And Emil wants to just adore him, but his issues are pretty significant. But it's hard for him to REBUFF LLOYD IRVING'S BEING LLOYD IRVING. And I don't think it's something Emil could do effectively anyway, even if he focused on it. So sometimes he forgets and will act friendly at Lloyd, until he mentally shakes himself and goes "What am I doing?!"
So, Lloyd is a special snowflake Emil has no clue how to cope with.
Reverse me? :>