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Memories 29 & 30
Dec. 30th, 2012 03:08 am( I don't like herbs. )
This memory is just a nice memory of getting to know how he interacted with Raine and Genis better (but Emil has more memories of those two than any of the other origiparty.. WHAT IS BALANCE IN MY MEMORY REGISTRY.) It's not quite positive, but it's not quite negative either.
( Monsters! Go and right the balance of mana in the world... and kill every human and half elf! )
This memory is going to be extremely distressing to Emil. It's going to answer a large question he still had looming over his head about, "Who is Aster?" pretty decisively. Aster was a human who wanted Ratatosk's help... and it was Aster who Richter was referring to as "A human with a few screws loose told me that" when he first met him, or at least he's slowly starting to connect the dots there.
Annnnd Ratatosk killed him due to his crazy. So, again, distressing to Emil! And now he knows why he sealed him away, and he will be thinking of it quite seriously. But he also thinks Ratatosk has a few more checks and balances here. So, pending Ratatosk not blowing up disastrously at Peridot... or Echo, for that matter...
This memory doesn't do much for Ratatosk besides pull him more firmly back towards the crazy side. Ratatosk has a hard time arguing with his own logic, especially when he's at his angriest, and he is NOT a very sane summon spirit right now. This one will make him more prone to irrationality than his other Ratatosk memories because, well, this is the first one where he has to actively deal with his mentality after being betrayed. He's seen what he was like before, and what he was like in the midst of being betrayed, but not after the fact.
Even in game, this memory makes him go a little crazier than he had been up to that point. So, we'll see what happens with this.
This memory is just a nice memory of getting to know how he interacted with Raine and Genis better (but Emil has more memories of those two than any of the other origiparty.. WHAT IS BALANCE IN MY MEMORY REGISTRY.) It's not quite positive, but it's not quite negative either.
( Monsters! Go and right the balance of mana in the world... and kill every human and half elf! )
This memory is going to be extremely distressing to Emil. It's going to answer a large question he still had looming over his head about, "Who is Aster?" pretty decisively. Aster was a human who wanted Ratatosk's help... and it was Aster who Richter was referring to as "A human with a few screws loose told me that" when he first met him, or at least he's slowly starting to connect the dots there.
Annnnd Ratatosk killed him due to his crazy. So, again, distressing to Emil! And now he knows why he sealed him away, and he will be thinking of it quite seriously. But he also thinks Ratatosk has a few more checks and balances here. So, pending Ratatosk not blowing up disastrously at Peridot... or Echo, for that matter...
This memory doesn't do much for Ratatosk besides pull him more firmly back towards the crazy side. Ratatosk has a hard time arguing with his own logic, especially when he's at his angriest, and he is NOT a very sane summon spirit right now. This one will make him more prone to irrationality than his other Ratatosk memories because, well, this is the first one where he has to actively deal with his mentality after being betrayed. He's seen what he was like before, and what he was like in the midst of being betrayed, but not after the fact.
Even in game, this memory makes him go a little crazier than he had been up to that point. So, we'll see what happens with this.
