LET ME ANSWER THE EASY QUESTIONS FIRST. I WILL EDIT/ANSWER THIS IN A BIT
ok!!
SO SOMEHOW, MITHOS HAS BECOME ONE OF HIS LEAST STRAIGHTFORWARD CR EVER. No one knows how to deal. No one. Like, he is still reeling over his secret from the game! To the point that he has almost sort of went into denial over it, because Mithos doesn't seem like that person at all. And while Emil can look past the being a good person thing for Lloyd, it is much, much, much more difficult to do that for something as abstract as what Mithos has told him so far. He can't conceptualize the world being split in two. The scales is completely different between "YOU KILLED MY PARENTS" vs "YOU RUINED THE WORLD" because Emil barely remembers his world. And while he wants nothing bad to happen to any of the people in it, because he's not that sort of person, the fact is that what he remembers most is how cruel people were to him in Luin. That's going to color his view a bit.
BESIDES THIS, he adored Mithos. Mithos was really kind to him, and they could get along despite his rage at Lloyd, and some of Mithos's advice has shaped how he plans to approach things with Lloyd. He took a lot of comfort in the fact that there was someone from his home that he didn't have to hate because of circumstances he can't remember! So, yes, Mithos was important and Emil kind of leaned on him, both figuratively and literally. Which has helped to brew this perfect storm of, even though Ratatosk is hopped up on anger, he's focusing all of it into Lloyd because he (and Emil) doesn't want to do anything rash or not well thought out and ruin something important to him, not until he can understand the scale, and not until he feels more of a tie to his home world.
So, basically, it is easier for him to try and pretend it never happened right now. This will be something that becomes much harder as Emil gains more of his memories, and even MORE difficult once Ratatosk regains some of HIS.
:B I think this is the gist of Emil's thoughts on the subject. SO, HOW DOES MITHOS FEEL ABOUT THAT THERE PACT WITH RATATOSK?
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LET ME ANSWER THE EASY QUESTIONS FIRST. I WILL EDIT/ANSWER THIS IN A BIT
ok!!
SO SOMEHOW, MITHOS HAS BECOME ONE OF HIS LEAST STRAIGHTFORWARD CR EVER. No one knows how to deal. No one. Like, he is still reeling over his secret from the game! To the point that he has almost sort of went into denial over it, because Mithos doesn't seem like that person at all. And while Emil can look past the being a good person thing for Lloyd, it is much, much, much more difficult to do that for something as abstract as what Mithos has told him so far. He can't conceptualize the world being split in two. The scales is completely different between "YOU KILLED MY PARENTS" vs "YOU RUINED THE WORLD" because Emil barely remembers his world. And while he wants nothing bad to happen to any of the people in it, because he's not that sort of person, the fact is that what he remembers most is how cruel people were to him in Luin. That's going to color his view a bit.
BESIDES THIS, he adored Mithos. Mithos was really kind to him, and they could get along despite his rage at Lloyd, and some of Mithos's advice has shaped how he plans to approach things with Lloyd. He took a lot of comfort in the fact that there was someone from his home that he didn't have to hate because of circumstances he can't remember! So, yes, Mithos was important and Emil kind of leaned on him, both figuratively and literally. Which has helped to brew this perfect storm of, even though Ratatosk is hopped up on anger, he's focusing all of it into Lloyd because he (and Emil) doesn't want to do anything rash or not well thought out and ruin something important to him, not until he can understand the scale, and not until he feels more of a tie to his home world.
So, basically, it is easier for him to try and pretend it never happened right now. This will be something that becomes much harder as Emil gains more of his memories, and even MORE difficult once Ratatosk regains some of HIS.
:B I think this is the gist of Emil's thoughts on the subject. SO, HOW DOES MITHOS FEEL ABOUT THAT THERE PACT WITH RATATOSK?