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squirreledaway) wrote2012-03-08 07:38 pm
squirreledaway) wrote2012-03-08 07:38 pm
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SOTU?
I kind of wanted to do a SOTU of my characters right now, since I don't think I've done that in awhile.
Judy is solid compared to where she was right before I dropped her. I'm not kidding. Tagging with her was like pulling teeth because all she really wanted to do was just... chill on the cliffs with no one else around her. Which makes it hard, because Judy is a very private person, and to be honest, no one was going to get her to give up what was wrong, except possibly Guy. And that was only if they really knew something was wrong. But going into the book was like an instant hit of perspective for her. So, she's been a lot easier to play.
Because she knows for a fact she can't do it herself. And when she came back, there were a lot of things that clicked. Sapphire being one of them, Guy's kind of. Special confession. And she feels more as though she belongs in Aather, now. It's to the point where, honestly, she feels more comfortable with Serene or Moonrise as her name. Not to say that Judith isn't important at all, but that it's a much more personal, painful reminder that she prefers not to dwell on for now.
Which, ironically, makes her feel bad sometimes. She doesn't like the feeling that she's given up on those feelings and her past, especially when she knows it was so important to her. But she also knows she can't honestly dwell on it, or she'd go back to avoiding everyone. And she doesn't want to put her friends through that, to be honest. So, it still bothers her, but she's in a better place because she knows that she can't just dwell. So, it's a little bit bottling her feelings, a little bit realizing she can't dwell, and a little just moving on. Which is fairly normal.
I am a bit sad about some of the distance that is coming between her and the Vesperia cast. Not to say that Yuri and Raven aren't important to her, but they are not as important to her as they would be in canon, because she still hesitates to tell them anything (which is mostly due to ONE SPECIFIC MEMORY BEING GONE). Which is creating a bit of a distance between them.
Which is why Lloyd has become the alternate party leader. That. She has his outfit for some reason. IDK MY BFF LLOYD FREAKING IRVING.
I am also kind of interested to see if her faith in Sapphire will be shaken when (since I am pretty sure this will happen) Van finds out about her casual feelings thing with Guy. Sapphire, despite Judith's opinions on the team, has been undeniably a good influence on Judith's time in Aather. Like, Sapphire developed under Mal's leadership, but I think the team has some pretty serious influences from other members. And they're all really good for her-- the only team I could see her functioning on as well is Emerald. And let's be honest, KK already has Judy's niche filled.
But if Van finds out and takes the petty route, I feel like that is something that could completely shake her attachment to the team if it goes on for long enough? Because Judith has already dealt with petty snipings from Excel, and she's grown less and less willing to deal with them as time has went on. So, I guess... I am kind of interested to see how that will play out, but for now I am chill with keeping Judy solid for a long while.
LOL. :'D EMIL'S UNION WOULD TAKE TO LONG TO STATE. So ask me questions if you want to know something in particular about him.
Judy is solid compared to where she was right before I dropped her. I'm not kidding. Tagging with her was like pulling teeth because all she really wanted to do was just... chill on the cliffs with no one else around her. Which makes it hard, because Judy is a very private person, and to be honest, no one was going to get her to give up what was wrong, except possibly Guy. And that was only if they really knew something was wrong. But going into the book was like an instant hit of perspective for her. So, she's been a lot easier to play.
Because she knows for a fact she can't do it herself. And when she came back, there were a lot of things that clicked. Sapphire being one of them, Guy's kind of. Special confession. And she feels more as though she belongs in Aather, now. It's to the point where, honestly, she feels more comfortable with Serene or Moonrise as her name. Not to say that Judith isn't important at all, but that it's a much more personal, painful reminder that she prefers not to dwell on for now.
Which, ironically, makes her feel bad sometimes. She doesn't like the feeling that she's given up on those feelings and her past, especially when she knows it was so important to her. But she also knows she can't honestly dwell on it, or she'd go back to avoiding everyone. And she doesn't want to put her friends through that, to be honest. So, it still bothers her, but she's in a better place because she knows that she can't just dwell. So, it's a little bit bottling her feelings, a little bit realizing she can't dwell, and a little just moving on. Which is fairly normal.
I am a bit sad about some of the distance that is coming between her and the Vesperia cast. Not to say that Yuri and Raven aren't important to her, but they are not as important to her as they would be in canon, because she still hesitates to tell them anything (which is mostly due to ONE SPECIFIC MEMORY BEING GONE). Which is creating a bit of a distance between them.
Which is why Lloyd has become the alternate party leader. That. She has his outfit for some reason. IDK MY BFF LLOYD FREAKING IRVING.
I am also kind of interested to see if her faith in Sapphire will be shaken when (since I am pretty sure this will happen) Van finds out about her casual feelings thing with Guy. Sapphire, despite Judith's opinions on the team, has been undeniably a good influence on Judith's time in Aather. Like, Sapphire developed under Mal's leadership, but I think the team has some pretty serious influences from other members. And they're all really good for her-- the only team I could see her functioning on as well is Emerald. And let's be honest, KK already has Judy's niche filled.
But if Van finds out and takes the petty route, I feel like that is something that could completely shake her attachment to the team if it goes on for long enough? Because Judith has already dealt with petty snipings from Excel, and she's grown less and less willing to deal with them as time has went on. So, I guess... I am kind of interested to see how that will play out, but for now I am chill with keeping Judy solid for a long while.
LOL. :'D EMIL'S UNION WOULD TAKE TO LONG TO STATE. So ask me questions if you want to know something in particular about him.