She's REALLY UPSET about how things went down. Buuuut she doesn't understand Ratatosk, or his place on the team, and she likes Emil. So he's not entirely wrong that she meant parts of it, but to regular Cass, not rocking the team boat, and trying to understand Ratatosk, totally takes precedence. Those negative feelings she has about him are things she's actively trying to overcome, but she just feels like he's never going to like her, so she'll never understand him.

Actually, she's talking to Ven about it. She's really worried that their relationship is going to be an Issue and it will hurt the team overall, though she will try her best to be repentant and patient.

(He knows how to get her mad though)

SO WHY ISN'T RATATOSK SURE ABOUT HIS PLACE ON THE TEAM aside from the things Cass has done?