I did my initial state of the Mako after the game in Plurk, but it's changed some... Because he's actually hit his limit with a lot of things that he hadn't quite hit his limit with... and he had some threads with people where he spoke to people on teams and... settled for he just had to be mad on his own time. He couldn't legitimately blame them for anything that happened, since... it really wasn't about them. So, he's angry and painfully aware that he can't just be angry at the teams.
He'll be in a bad place for awhile as everything settles down. And he's also settled pretty firmly into Not Wanting To Know. He doesn't want to know what the team's thought processes are, he doesn't want to know who they voted on. he officially does not care, and does not think it would help him, or any of the other knights to know that sort of information. He has a huge suspicion that Ruby was part of the reason they died, and for that reason, he definitely Does Not Want To Know. He has Zuko there, and he doesn't want to flash back to CFUW where he ended up getting Ruby killed on accident.
However, I don't think that'll change the end reaction that he's done trying in games. This game beat that into him pretty thoroughly that it's just not worth it, unless with the knights.
Primarily what I think it changes is that he'll be more... neutral for awhile. Neutral is the best word for it, he won't be voicing his thoughts as quickly to the teams on the game, and will be more mechanical in conversation. He's also painfully aware of how Done he is with being a knight, and knows the fruitlessness of that ever changing. So... that's there too... hmm... His head is a mess right now, from battling impulses. So neutral is the safest place for him to be.
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I did my initial state of the Mako after the game in Plurk, but it's changed some... Because he's actually hit his limit with a lot of things that he hadn't quite hit his limit with... and he had some threads with people where he spoke to people on teams and... settled for he just had to be mad on his own time. He couldn't legitimately blame them for anything that happened, since... it really wasn't about them. So, he's angry and painfully aware that he can't just be angry at the teams.
He'll be in a bad place for awhile as everything settles down. And he's also settled pretty firmly into Not Wanting To Know. He doesn't want to know what the team's thought processes are, he doesn't want to know who they voted on. he officially does not care, and does not think it would help him, or any of the other knights to know that sort of information. He has a huge suspicion that Ruby was part of the reason they died, and for that reason, he definitely Does Not Want To Know. He has Zuko there, and he doesn't want to flash back to CFUW where he ended up getting Ruby killed on accident.
However, I don't think that'll change the end reaction that he's done trying in games. This game beat that into him pretty thoroughly that it's just not worth it, unless with the knights.
Primarily what I think it changes is that he'll be more... neutral for awhile. Neutral is the best word for it, he won't be voicing his thoughts as quickly to the teams on the game, and will be more mechanical in conversation. He's also painfully aware of how Done he is with being a knight, and knows the fruitlessness of that ever changing. So... that's there too... hmm... His head is a mess right now, from battling impulses. So neutral is the safest place for him to be.
State of the Serah?