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ALL OVER THE PLACE.

I did my initial state of the Mako after the game in Plurk, but it's changed some... Because he's actually hit his limit with a lot of things that he hadn't quite hit his limit with... and he had some threads with people where he spoke to people on teams and... settled for he just had to be mad on his own time. He couldn't legitimately blame them for anything that happened, since... it really wasn't about them. So, he's angry and painfully aware that he can't just be angry at the teams.

He'll be in a bad place for awhile as everything settles down. And he's also settled pretty firmly into Not Wanting To Know. He doesn't want to know what the team's thought processes are, he doesn't want to know who they voted on. he officially does not care, and does not think it would help him, or any of the other knights to know that sort of information. He has a huge suspicion that Ruby was part of the reason they died, and for that reason, he definitely Does Not Want To Know. He has Zuko there, and he doesn't want to flash back to CFUW where he ended up getting Ruby killed on accident.

However, I don't think that'll change the end reaction that he's done trying in games. This game beat that into him pretty thoroughly that it's just not worth it, unless with the knights.

Primarily what I think it changes is that he'll be more... neutral for awhile. Neutral is the best word for it, he won't be voicing his thoughts as quickly to the teams on the game, and will be more mechanical in conversation. He's also painfully aware of how Done he is with being a knight, and knows the fruitlessness of that ever changing. So... that's there too... hmm... His head is a mess right now, from battling impulses. So neutral is the safest place for him to be.

State of the Serah?

Serah is taking everything at her own pace which is very, very slowly . . . She knows that her limits are ready to be hit, so she is focusing on everything with one step at a time. I mean, she hasn't even broached the issue of what happened with the knights aside from randomly loosing it with Stealth. So, before anything else, she wanted to see how Lightning was going to deal . . . And just pull herself together by staying in an absolutely safe place. Not that she doesn't have any faith in her fellow knights, but her sister could wins over everyone, okay. Lightning seems to be leaning towards Personae murder and is including Serah which she is surprisingly more okay with than one would guess?! She made it clear that she is not going to do anything that she does not approve of which gives her a lot of power to control the situation that she normally does not push to have. She has an idea how badly it could go over, so she is giving her worrying tendency free roam on this one . . .

Beyond that, she doesn't have anything. Serah needs to do a lot more before she solidifies in her response to the situation, because what she has right now is raw emotion from what went down . . . Which she never really is one to show. She is always very careful about calculating her responses to situations and people, haha~.

How did you fight with your brother at this time, you loser . . . What did they fight over?

They fought over Mako hiding his being killed. And Mako having a ton of raw anger from the game and no good outlet for it just yet. Mako and Bolin have a pretty major thing between them, in that Mako expects Bolin to be able to hold his own when push comes to shove, but also doesn't completely see him as an equal. So, he wanted to protect him from what happened at the game and didn't tell him about dying.

Bolin found out anyway, and Mako was just too done to try and actually deal with what his brother was feeling... so he yelled at him to go away, and then kind of shut down.

It was pretty bad.

So, what did Serah get in exchange for patroning to Beauty? I'm not sure I caught that.

She went with the the hearing her name wherever it's called boon. She could have protected someone, but she really would not do that to Lightning . . . On the side, Serah asked Beauty to help her find a way back home in exchange for her help. But that is slightly more tenuous for reasons.

What's Mako think of Beauty?

Mako is really, really fond of Beauty, even if he doesn't act it. She fixed his scarf, and has dealt with his whining more than any other personae... It's really hard to not be a little bit fond of her. And he's worried about her, after how the game went down.

So... I guess, talking to Mako about patroning to Beauty kind of put the idea in his head, but he's not quite ready to pursue it yet.

Favorite five pieces of headcanon for yours?

Not sure about favorite, but I can see what I can remember off the top of my head:

✂ That time Gil did opium with Vincent . . .

✂ Everything to do with Vincent's appearance, hair butchery and all.

✂ All the Ada dates this one writer did. I kind of love how she writes them . . .

❣ Serah and Snow and NORA antics.

❣ I should bug Noel about Serah and him traveling antics . . . But that'll be a favorite when it happens.

❣ The fifty times Mog shot Noel down and the one time that he didn't.

What's Mako's room look like??

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