Essaaaaay!!

Jan. 9th, 2012 01:01 pm
squirreledaway: (Really dreaming of fucking your shit.)
Okay. So, first. I apologize. This entire essay is in Memorandum for Record format. Apparently, I feel a lot less guilty for musing on my characters as long as I do it in a military style format.

... YEP that's about it.

ExpandSQUIRREL!!!! )

Now, I will follow that essay with a QUESTION MEME. No, it hasn't quite been a month but dammit I DO WHAT I WANT. This is for Judith and Emil/Ratatosk.

:')
squirreledaway: (Really wanna test that?)


From 2:17 on.



Until 8:00.

Things learned:
+ OH THAT'S WHY I BECAME A KNIGHT OF RATATOSK. Made a pact. Whatever.
+ Pacting with monsters to improve his strength!
+ Ratatosk is going to end the world? Centurions severed their bond with him? This is really confusing.
+ The lord of all monsters... Huh.

AND NOW! ExpandI'll talk about pacting. )

For those of you with magic senses, you'll also start to notice something strange about him the most pacts he completes. Because essentially, he is reestablishing himself as the Lord of All Monsters, though he doesn't realize that right now. So if you could comment to this post so I can give you a heads up on what you'll sense every time he completes a pact.
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This one's a skit, but I honestly don't feel like finding it on youtube atm, since the skits are in large chunkfiles. '-'

Anyway, in this skit, Marta decides to take over cooking! Which is something Emil usually does. She makes it clear that she's doing this to impress Emil, since the quickest way to a man's heart is through his stomach. Of course, while Emil gives it the honest try, he ends up fainting as soon as he tries her food. To which she insists, "But Daddy always told me he loved my cooking..."
It's a short, stupid clip of Marta and Emil being... Marta and Emil. I know this was a Triv Neg, but it's coming to him as a Triv Pos. Because while the food is terrible, Emil isn't aware of why Marta doting on him freaks him out. He just finds it flattering, and is vaguely confused by his vaguely anxious feelings in this memory. (The reason being he doesn't realize Marta was idealizing him to an unhealthy degree.)

Things he learned:
+ Wow it's really flattering that she was going to try and cook for me.
+ But I don't think I'm ever going to eat her cooking again
+ I was the party cook!
+ I really need to learn how to cook again.
squirreledaway: (I'm sorry you're such a jerk.)


From 1:14 to 7:20, minus the exposition, and every single part with Marta in it.

This memory is what informs Emil of a lot of his anger and hate for Lloyd. It's a pretty pivotal memory for him, and is the brunt of a lot of bad things. He endures 6 months of suffering in Luin for this, and it's the thought of getting even with Lloyd that really starts driving him. Yes, he initially makes the pact to protect Marta, HOWEVER, it is getting even with Lloyd that eventually overtakes his drive to protect Marta. And this memory is part of that!

So yes, there is a lot of hate, anger, confusion, hopelessness, and guilt wrapped up into this one little memory. Hate, anger, and confusion at what happened and the senselessness of it, hopelessness and guilt because... dude just lost his parents and his mom basically told him he had to live, and that's just not enough for him with those former emotions.

However, this memory is "off." And not in a way Emil would notice, but someone else would notice something is just wrong about the memory. And that's because most of it is manufactured, so that Ratatosk can take over being Emil Castagnier. THERE ARE... A LOT OF THINGS I COULD SAY ABOUT THIS MEMORY AND ITS IMPLICATIONS but I will just leave it at the general. That Emil will... be coping kind of steady with it, but expect random bouts of depression if he's allowed to dwell on it.

THERE, LLOYD IRVING o9!!!
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IT'S... BEEN A MONTH...

Question meme for Emil :B And Ratatosk, though he is nnnnnnew.
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This is not the MEMORY of him making the pact with Ratatosk, which is an entirely different thing. However, this is the pact itself. So, what this means:

Ratatosk is officially unlocked! So, Emil will have moments where he goes into what is known as "Ratatosk mode." Ratatosk is ruthless and dangerous, and pretty much the complete opposite of what Emil is. He's blunt, confident, angry, and ruthless. Their differences are made pretty clear in Emil's previous memory. Ratatosk would have no problem killing one person to save thousands, where as Emil would prefer to try and save everyone.

This also means Emil can now fight and defend himself! If he is attacked, he will automatically switch to Ratatosk mode. And for the sake of simplicity and INTENTIONAL CANON VAGUENESS, yes, you will be able to see his eyes change color depending on what 'mode' he's in. This will make all attempts at shenanigans with either of them much more difficult than it is in canon, but there you go.

This also means that... Emil can make pacts with monsters. SO I WILL ELABORATE ON THAT LATER. \o/
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ExpandOH BOY, LLOYD HATE )

:'D After LLOYD THE MENACE, more memories of Emil getting angrier and angrier that people stand up for Lloyd. Honestly, this probably should include the scene with Zelos in the Dynasty Ruins, but I need to lay off the montage memories. (thankfully, this one did not require my going through 2 hours of skit footage...)

Anyway, this just serves to further complicate Emil's feelings towards Lloyd. As if they weren't complicated enough...
squirreledaway: (I'm sorry my body is ready.)
Okay, so I did one recently with Judy! However, I have Emil now, and Emil has PACKED ON THE COMMENTS.

So, ask me anything with him.

If you missed the chance to ask Judy questions, you can ask them here too.
squirreledaway: (I'm sorry I'm confused.)
Oh boy, memory #1 for Emil!!



From 1:49 to 6:19.

+ Emil is his name.
+ Courage is the magic which turns dreams into reality! (obsessing over this phrase is a skill to be unlocked)
+ I... I'm not a dog...
+ d-dere...
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Name: Emil Castagnier
Age: Appears 18
Team: Peridot

Height/Build: Wiry.
Hair Color/Eye Color: Blonde, Green
Notable Traits: None at the moment...

Other: He doesn't ping as human, but will have no clue what you're talking about.

memory 01

Nov. 18th, 2011 08:39 am
squirreledaway: (I'm sorry you don't like my cute food!)
Starter memory:

"Bow before the great Lloyd Irving!"

I will add a video later, but Emil has been told to stop being a troublemaker. He's blamed for the increased monsters around Luin, and the entire town views him with mistrust because of the rumors of Palmacosta's Blood Purge. They believe his family was involved with the Liberation Front, which is decidedly anti-Lloyd.

Emil goes to the fountain in Luin where Lloyd's statue is, and is angry because Luin honors a man he thinks has killed his parents. Some kids in Luin try to make him bow down to it, but while he is a pushover, he refuses to bow.

He's saved from them by Richter.
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